This time , I always alone ... I'm thinking .. what can I do to pump my spirit ... my self intergrity , I don't want like this forever ... I don't want feel like a big loss.. ebven I always miss you My child , my baby . You always be my light . Give me inspiration .. give me strong mind and thought .. to arrangge these world to be a better one . All family member want this situation in hold ,but by the way I feel like hopeless first time . thanks to TM , I do meditation to fix my neuron system to recover ... and give stronger mind of thought. I'm still wait your 40th day , wait and ... wait .
2nd October 2008, 11.30 am, it's time I lost my child in mywife pregnancy , she's so cute, so beautifull , you are so pretty. I can't say any word again about you, Where are you now ? Hopely you're always fine and happy like your respond when I touch my wife belly . I remember we play classic music before with your magnificent respond from you. You love your brother Danta , your sister Aya, ... We will never forget you , ... your memory with us is a big gift ... big bless for us. From now, I will always call your name as "Dewi " , because you aye really dewi.
This small shell animal I take it from 10 cm distance , they walk very very slowly... , In some cases sometime they crack it because someone hit it with rock . Do you know how they balance the garden lifecycle ? . All grass , flower root and even big mangos need this little creature. They need their saliva ( like jelly) sticky , cause it's contain huge enzyme that need to lubricate the system that can open root pore even land pore. If this small animal did not found at garden , the life cycle won't finish and seems grass specially dry it self. I prove it already 8 years till now. I never move these animal from my garden . Even I gave them with more food come from rice , waste kitchen product and others. I never use syntetic fertiliser , so this is like organic fertiliser. Maybe in other side they can destroy your colour full flower but not at all, they only want to eat, that's the fact.
My favourite colour is close to the dragon, like fire gold and bright red. This flower was grow without season . Even it's life not too long, but the image of this flower keep in my mind , in my snap shot eyes.
Tropical islandmade with sand and the green , palm, grass, fruity banana , and many more.. and also shiny sun that could burn your skin anytime, that’s all the good thing .In some part of the island . many peoplehave to walk about 3 – 4 hourto get the water resources . Have been8 months the last rain they get. “Dry land” they call it , all the plant were burned, they drink only from sweet coconut water. They dehydrated all day , even they can eat sometimes, with fish and slight chicken.
They dream about rain everyday …they dream that they can plant the corn , rice and cassava in their village .
The other parts of tropical area, some country were hit by the hurricane , hard rain, speedy winds, and follow by floods, city damage , chaos … .. . They was given water more than enough.
If we see the balance between these area … less water ( dry land )and floody water ( wet wet wet ..) , the Unlimited power sources was give fairenough to us … to everyone , depend on how we manage the flow and current of the holy water ..
Imagine that water only stay still without movement .. no wave .. no river … and nothing.
Breaks your imagination into the unlimited land with full of water activity , full of fountain , calm rain,those are multiple resources of water … Don’t worry to all friends there are alwayscontain of water … be patient … be pray
I walk in the morning at my front yard , in the bright sunny day I found myself .. that so grateful to see this colour and nice smell of flower . They make groups of white yellowish golden flower that you can see in the picture .. , everyday I found 3 or 4 piece of these flower in the ground … but then I found more 4 or 5 new flower will grow again. Some time I put 2 -3 flower on my work table , on my ear and also at my bath tub, they smell nice and fantastic … glad that I have close to my window room. I can smell it all the time, thanks god … for this golden flower. Hopely some one can grow this kind of flower in the entire world.
Do you like salad ? ... some people say yes .. some people say no, when we see green salad contains all green leave some of its colour full dressing ... yummy yeah .. But lets take a look for a moment , not all people who like these green leave know that what they eats that already contains power of sun , air and earth unlimited power unify was there ... Short story , when a leave start grow they use power of water , sun and air to create huge cell that unify time by time .. then finish into shape like salad !! Not that fast, power of sun had most important rule in increased amount of cell and these mean green colour will be stronger , tastier .. water that absorbed by root fill inside cell with the soul of earth , thats why if there is no water plant won't grow even sun there. Air contains carbondioxide really need by these process even only 30 % time theye needed ,
Water increase the value of healthy. No sense ofmind healing without water inside… all part of the world contain water , evendry sand .. , so water must be also part of our soul. Can you imagine that sound of water increase the power of your mind ?
Undoubt situation will breakby the water ..
From now , place a small piece of water in your environment … in your heart … in your soul . Let it goyour stress by hear the water ..even from verysmall glass of water.
In ancient century , earth begin from water ,all plant begin from water… that’s mean life begin from water.
Please appreciate with water … don’t waste it … keep in your mind that water will always there .. there is so much water in these universe .. so much to drink … so much to wash your body and mind..
Water can light up your spirit…
So you now understandthat water is part of anything …
Be grateful , be honest to your self … every time you find the waterthat your soul inside it !!
