New hope new energy

Dear God, thanks for meet me with "bunda" and all friends in Love and peace corp , yayasan cahaya cinta kasih. You give me change to open my mind and my life ...
Now i realise that this life happen because what we have done before. I must receive it with my degnity and my energy.
With you God , I always feel save , and want to be in positive manner

Believe and hope ...

This time , I always alone ... I'm thinking .. what can I do to pump my spirit ... my self intergrity , I don't want like this forever ... I don't want feel like a big loss.. ebven I always miss you My child , my baby .
You always be my light . Give me inspiration .. give me strong mind and thought .. to arrangge these world to be a better one . All family member want this situation in hold ,but by the way I feel like hopeless first time .
thanks to TM , I do meditation to fix my neuron system to recover ... and give stronger mind of thought.
I'm still wait your 40th day , wait and ... wait .

Sad story

2nd October 2008, 11.30 am, it's time I lost my child in mywife pregnancy , she's so cute, so beautifull , you are so pretty. I can't say any word again about you, Where are you now ? Hopely you're always fine and happy like your respond when I touch my wife belly . I remember we play classic music before with your magnificent respond from you. You love your brother Danta , your sister Aya, ...
We will never forget you , ... your memory with us is a big gift ... big bless for us.
From now, I will always call your name as "Dewi " , because you aye really dewi.

Mr Slow and balance

This small shell animal I take it from 10 cm distance , they walk very very slowly... , In some cases sometime they crack it because someone hit it with rock . Do you know how they balance the garden lifecycle ? . All grass , flower root and even big mangos need this little creature. They need their saliva ( like jelly) sticky , cause it's contain huge enzyme that need to lubricate the system that can open root pore even land pore. If this small animal did not found at garden , the life cycle won't finish and seems grass specially dry it self. I prove it already 8 years till now. I never move these animal from my garden . Even I gave them with more food come from rice , waste kitchen product and others.
I never use syntetic fertiliser , so this is like organic fertiliser. Maybe in other side they can destroy your colour full flower but not at all, they only want to eat, that's the fact.

Dragon colour flower

My favourite colour is close to the dragon, like fire gold and bright red. This flower was grow without season . Even it's life not too long, but the image of this flower keep in my mind , in my snap shot eyes.

Water crisis vs Hurricane

Tropical island made with sand and the green , palm, grass, fruity banana , and many more .. and also shiny sun that could burn your skin anytime, that’s all the good thing .In some part of the island . many people have to walk about 3 – 4 hour to get the water resources . Have been 8 months the last rain they get. “Dry land” they call it , all the plant were burned, they drink only from sweet coconut water. They dehydrated all day , even they can eat sometimes, with fish and slight chicken.

They dream about rain everyday … they dream that they can plant the corn , rice and cassava in their village .

The other parts of tropical area, some country were hit by the hurricane , hard rain, speedy winds, and follow by floods, city damage , chaos … .. . They was given water more than enough.

If we see the balance between these area … less water ( dry land ) and floody water ( wet wet wet ..) , the Unlimited power sources was give fair enough to us … to everyone , depend on how we manage the flow and current of the holy water ..

Imagine that water only stay still without movement .. no wave .. no river … and nothing.

Breaks your imagination into the unlimited land with full of water activity , full of fountain , calm rain , those are multiple resources of water … Don’t worry to all friends there are always contain of water … be patient … be pray

Head of Golden Flower

I walk in the morning at my front yard , in the bright sunny day I found myself .. that so grateful to see this colour and nice smell of flower .
They make groups of white yellowish golden flower that you can see in the picture .. , everyday I found 3 or 4 piece of these flower in the ground … but then I found more 4 or 5 new flower will grow again. Some time I put 2 -3 flower on my work table , on my ear and also at my bath tub, they smell nice and fantastic … glad that I have close to my window room.
I can smell it all the time, thanks god … for this golden flower. Hopely some one can grow this kind of flower in the entire world.